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A/N: All right, this is chapter when they FINALLY
kiss!
Chapter Eight
Spotted
Draco and Ginny took shelter in
a bookstore about a block away from where they’d left Kyle. Ginny was still
trying to catch her breath, the burning in her throat causing her to cough and
that made it worse.
When they got
inside, Draco led them to an empty aisle and dropped his arm from her shoulder.
Ginny’s heartbeat began to return to normal, and she was able to fix her gaze
firmly on him.
He had been
looking at her with something close to worry in his steel eyes, but when he
caught her glance he replaced it with a smirk. “Can’t stay out of trouble for
twenty minutes without me, can you, Weasely?”
Ginny took a
shuddering breath, too grateful to even take offense. “I didn’t know . . .” she
said, placing her arm against a bookshelf and leaning her forehead against it,
her other hand over her chest. She squeezed her eyes shut and swallowed. “I’m
sorry. I didn’t know he was going to drive off.”
There was a
silence after that, and Draco cleared his throat awkwardly. “I was just
kidding, Weasley,” he said finally.
She did not
reply. Draco had not expected her to be so shaken up. She’d gotten out of a
sinking bus and survived a car accident, but was freaking out because some guy
drove off with her?
“God,
Weasley, he didn’t hurt you, did he?”
Ginny didn’t
even look at him. He wasn’t concerned – he was agitated. “Draco,” she said in a
low voice, and his eyes widened at the use of his first name. “Why are you so
cruel?”
He blinked,
not sure how to answer.
She finally
opened her eyelids and lifted her head off the bookshelf, staring at him. He
saw anger in her eyes, and felt annoyed with himself for making her furious at
him again.
“You have no
idea what I’ve been through the past few weeks,” she said shrilly. “No clue.
I’ve witnessed a man being tortured, been accused for it, seen my family and
those I love look away from me in shame, been trapped on a drowning bus, slammed
into a tree going fifty miles an hour, and been scared out of my wits because
some nut case lured me into his car. And all you can think of is how
pathetic I’m acting right now. Well you, know what?” Draco stared at her, his
expression unreadable, as tears welled up in her eyes. Don’t cry, she
ordered herself. Don’t cry in front of him. “I’m tired of it,” she said,
her chin quivering as she tried to hold her tears back. “I’m so sick of it all.
I have no idea how I’m going to prove myself innocent, or if I will stay out of
the clutches of the Ministry to do it, or even if I’ll live long enough to keep
away from the Ministry. Right now all I can think of is what’s the point? Why
am I even trying?”
She could’ve
gone on and on, but the first tear spilled over and her throat closed up. She
looked down and then hurried away towards the bathroom, well aware of Draco’s
eyes boring into her back as she half ran.
Draco sighed.
He didn’t think she was pathetic – no, it was the exact opposite. He admired her.
Now he understood why she’d looked so crushed; all the events she’d been
through were coming together and now she couldn’t stand it. If Draco wasn’t
careful about what he said, or what he did, she could probably throw herself
off a bridge. A person could only handle so much, but only someone with a
strong will could have handled as much as Ginny was.
The ordeal
with Kyle had just topped it off.
Fury rose up
in him and he once more felt the urge to rip off the Kyle’s head. This time it
was because of what he had done to Ginny, not of how he bothered Draco. It
wasn’t fair that Ginny had to go through so much when she didn’t deserve it. It
wasn’t fair that she couldn’t think of her family without remembering how
ashamed of her they were at the very moment. After all, running only added to
people’s guilt.
What am I
doing? Draco thought suddenly. I’m feeling bad for Ginny Weasley? Why
should I feel bad for her? She’s not my problem . . .
But she was
his problem. If she wasn’t, then he wouldn’t have run after Kyle’s car the way
he had. He would’ve turned his head and walked the other way.
As much as he
hated to admit it, he was starting to have feelings for her.
Twenty minutes later, Ginny
returned from the bathroom. Her eyes were puffy and red, her hair was
disheveled, and her cheeks were streaked with dry tears, but Draco thought she
looked just as stunning as ever.
“Here,” he
said quietly, handing her her wand. She took it from him slowly, and then
glanced up to meet his eyes for a split second before looking down again.
“Where did
you get this?” Her voice was nasally because her nose was clogged.
“From the
street,” he replied.
She nodded,
and whispered a thank you.
They left the
bookstore and walked on the sidewalk slowly. The sun was starting go down,
casting shadows over the street.
Draco wasn’t
sure what to say to her. He was afraid to open his mouth and say something
wrong. He couldn’t just start to be nice to her – that wasn’t his style.
Sighing, he ran his hand through his hair.
“What are you
thinking?” she asked him softly.
“What makes
you think I’m thinking anything?”
“The way
you’re sighing and keep running your hand through her hair,” she said, glancing
at him with a small smile. “Ron does it all the time when he tries to tell Mum
how the empty whiskey bottle got under his bed.”
Draco was
torn between smiling at the image and looking horrified that he did the same
actions Ron Weasley did. He settled on keeping his face unreadable.
They walked
along in silence for another minute or two.
“Um, I guess
I never did thank you,” Ginny finally said.
“Thank me?”
“For helping
me out of the car,” she said. When he glanced at her he saw her staring at her
shoes. “I – it means a lot to me.”
“Don’t expect
it every day,” he said gruffly, and mentally smacked himself for being so cold.
He actually winced, bracing himself for another one of her tirades, but when
nothing came, he looked at her to see her smiling gently.
“What should
we do now?” Ginny asked after another minute or two.
“I thought
you wanted to clear your name,” he said.
She sighed.
“I do. But I don’t know how.”
“The only way
you can is to get my father to confess,” said Draco.
Ginny stopped
walking and turned to him. “Why don’t you just tell people that I’m innocent?”
He smirked.
“Well, for one, I’m now considered just as guilty as you. Not to mention my
father would deny it and people would listen to him.”
“Do – d’you
think you could talk him into telling the truth?” Ginny asked, almost
carefully.
“No,” he said
rather sharply.
She bit her
lip and nodded. “Then I will.”
“Huh?”
“I will talk
to him. Take me to your house and I’ll try and knock some sense into him.”
“He’ll . . . well,
let’s say he’s not the one who will contact the Ministry if you show up in our
house.”
“What’s that
supposed to mean?”
“Ginny, he’s
a Death Eater.” Draco didn’t even realize he called her by her first name until
after it slipped out. He ignored it and went on. “He’ll have the Dark Lord
himself deal with you.”
Ginny
appeared deep in thought. “But that would be stupid,” she said at last, looking
up to meet Draco’s eyes. “How would he explain to the Ministry if I was found
dead in his house?”
“The Dark
Lord most likely won’t kill you,” Draco said, feeling irritated that she didn’t
understand. “He’ll probably torture you, and then my father would
contact the Ministry. My father would tell them you came and he called them as
soon as he saw you. And, let’s face it, they’d believe him. You are
running from the Ministry, Weasely. It makes you look more guilty than
innocent, trust me on that.”
Ginny closed
her eyes. “It’s so complicated,” she said. “I’m never going to clear my
name. No matter what I do I’ll be captured by the Ministry and sent straight to
Azkaban . . .”
Draco was
afraid she’d start crying again, but she just stood there with her eyes pinched
tightly for a moment. When she finally opened them, they looked a lot clearer
and determined than before.
“I’ll sleep
on it,” she resolved. “I know I’ll think of something. Now, why don’t you find
us a room?”
He sneered
and looked around the street. They were some of the last people on the
sidewalk, since it was nearly dark, but cars drove by in a consistent stream.
“I do believe it’s your turn to find us a hotel room.”
“In that case
I guess we’ll be sleeping in the woods. I’m sorry, Draco, I’m just not as
talented as you when it comes to stealing stuff like rooms.”
He stared at
her, and found that she was teasing him. She wasn’t smiling, but her eyes
danced mischievously. He gave her a half-grin, half-smirk and said, “One of the
benefits of being a Slytherin, I suppose.”
“The only
benefit, may I add,” Ginny said smugly. “And it’s not a very good one, Draco.”
“Since when
are we on first name terms with each other, anyway?” he asked, arching one
eyebrow.
In the pale
light from the street lamp overhead he saw her flush. “I just thought that if
we’re going to be putting up with each other we should use our first names.”
She looked as
if she expected him to laugh in her face, but instead he turned his lips into
an amused smirk. “All right, if I call you Ginny then will you find us a room?”
“No.”
He sighed and
ran a hand through his hair. “Fine, I’ll do it. Come on, we have to find
a hotel first.”
They walked
around for a couple of hours, but each hotel they found didn’t have one spare
room. Around midnight, when Ginny was very close to suggesting they just sleep
in the woods, they found a run-down motel that had vacancy.
The motel was
so awful they were convinced no one would try and come in to the room they
chose so they didn’t bother to put a spell on it. There were two double beds,
much to Ginny’s relief, but when she took off her shoes and crawled under the
covers she could smell the mildew from the pillow. The mattress was so soft she
nearly sank to the floor, and the sheets scratched her skin uncomfortably. But
despite all this, she fell asleep instantly.
The next
morning, she woke up to her stomach rumbling. Sitting up, she saw that Draco’s
bed was empty and then heard the shower running in the bathroom.
Sunlight
streamed in through the dirt-caked windows, but it only revealed the filth
they’d slept in. Ginny waited impatiently for Draco to come out so she could
take her first shower in three days.
Ten minutes
later, he finally emerged with a towel wrapped around his waist. She felt her
cheeks blush furiously as she tried to avert her eyes from his bare chest,
glistening with water droplets. She could feel him smirking at her and hurried
by him to get into the bathroom.
“The water
isn’t very stable,” he said after her.
She paused in
the doorway and looked back, forcing her eyes to stay on his face rather than
his chest. “What?”
“It goes from
freezing to burning about every two seconds,” he told her. “Just warning you.”
She muttered
her thanks, even though as dirty was she was any sort of water would do. The
bathroom was small, and the shower tub was streaked with rust. Ginny ran the
water and stuck her hand under it, and found Draco was right. It went from hot
to cold constantly.
Sighing, she
stripped out of her filthy jumpsuit and got in. She kept jumping in and out of
the stream because even though she could survive the cold, the hot was too
scalding and her skin couldn’t take it.
Still, when
she finally came out she felt a lot better. She put her clothes back on and
hurried back into the room. Draco, fully clothed, was lying on his bed and
watching the TV, smirking.
“What’s so
funny?” she asked, sitting on the front of his bed and turning her eyes to the
screen as well. The picture was terrible – she could barely make out the faces
of people.
“Nothing,” he
said, and when she twisted around to look at him his smirk broadened. “What, I
can’t smile for no reason?”
“That’s not a
smile,” she said, turning fully so she could face him. “That’s more of a
grimace.”
“Of course it
is. It’s because I’m looking at you. I often grimace when I look at you.”
Ginny
should’ve taken offense to that. She opened her mouth to snap back when she saw
the look in his eyes – he was just playing with her. His eyes had never
sparkled like that before, and it surprised her. Closing her mouth, she
frowned, trying to think of something witty to say.
“Well,” he
announced, throwing his legs over the side of the bed, “I’m starving. Let’s get
something to eat.”
They left the
room (much to Ginny’s relief) and searched for a restaurant. Surprisingly, they
found a wizarding place where they wouldn’t have to steal the food. But Ginny
hesitated before they went in.
“What if
someone recognizes us?” she asked, grabbing Draco’s arm to keep him from going
in.
“Who cares?”
Draco said irritably, jerking his arm from her grasp. “We’ll just leave if
someone does. I’m too hungry to worry about that now.”
Ginny was
starving, too, but she still felt uneasy going inside the restaurant. She felt
as if every eye was on her and Draco as they seated themselves at a table in
the back corner.
Fortunately,
they ate their meal in peace. They each managed to polish off everything on
their plates, and Ginny even snorted into her food from watching Draco eat
rapidly from across the table. He glared at her for a moment, then his eyes
softened and he gave her a warm smirk – if there was such a thing.
They left
after paying, both stuffed and in somewhat better spirits.
“If we start
now, we might be able to get to London in a day or two,” Draco announced.
“We’re walking
the whole way?”
He gave her
an icy look. “Well, we could hitch another ride with a Muggle, if that’s
your preference.”
Ginny clamped
her mouth shut.
They could’ve
followed the highways, but that would risk them being spotted. So they took
longer routes through rural farming areas and the woods. Neither of them spoke.
Ginny was too busy thinking. She had hoped to think about how to clear her name
last night, but she’d fallen asleep before she could come up with a solution.
If only I
could convince the Ministry to give Lucius a Veritaserum and have him confess
that it wasn’t me who tortured him, she thought, frowning. They were going
through a forest, but she’d had her fair share of the woods and was agitated by
the trees and sticks. Then people would know I’m innocent! But the instant
the Ministry gets their hands on me they’ll send me to Azkaban, no hesitations.
I won’t even have a chance to say my idea, let alone put into action.
They took a
short break mid-afternoon, then started walking again. Ginny was beginning to
get hungry once more.
“How much
longer until we get out of these woods?” she asked Draco, who was walking a few
feet ahead and leading the way.
“Soon,” he
replied.
But soon came
and went, and soon the sun was starting to go down. Something close to panic
fluttered in Ginny’s stomach and she called, “Do you know where we’re going?”
“Of course,”
he snapped touchily. She frowned and kept following him.
The sun went
down, and they had to light their wands to see where they were going. Ginny had
had enough. “We’re lost, aren’t we, Draco? You got us lost!”
He stopped
walking and turned to her, frustrated. “I’m sorry,” he said, not sounding sorry
at all. “I thought I knew where we were going. If you know so much, why
don’t you lead the way?”
“Who said I
knew which way to go?” she said sullenly, crossing her arms and feeling very
much like a two-year-old pouting.
“Looks like
we’re camping in the forest tonight,” he said dryly, and started to walk again.
“Let’s find a clearing where we can start a fire.”
“Fire? It’s
hotter than hell out here!”
“Yes, but
fire isn’t only used for warmth,” he told her, in the tone of one speaking to a
child. “It keeps animals away, too. I don’t know about you, but I don’t want to
be eaten by a wolf while I’m sleeping.”
They found a
small clearing, so small the tops of the trees created an overhang. They both
made a pile of wood, and with a wave of Draco’s wand, a large fire was soon
blazing.
Ginny sat
down on the ground as far away from it as she could, her back against a tree.
Draco sat a few feet away from her, closer to the fire, staring into it. She
couldn’t help but study his profile. His eyebrows were squeezed together,
showing he was deep in thought. What was he thinking about?
Why does
it matter? she wondered.
“Why are you
staring at me?” Draco asked suddenly without turning his head.
Ginny blushed
and looked away into the fire. “I wasn’t staring.”
He slowly
turned to look at her. “Yes you were. I’m not blind, Ginny, I can see you out
of the corner of my eye.”
She didn’t
reply.
There was a
long, awkward silence then. Ginny kept trying to think of things to say but
nothing seemed right. I don’t need to talk to him, she told herself. I
just don’t want to sit here in silence.
“So,” Draco
spoke up, the first to break the quiet, “have you figured out how to clear your
name yet?”
She frowned
and looked at her lap. “No,” she replied. “I – I honestly don’t know what to
do.”
Draco turned
his body to face her. “You somehow have to get the Ministry to believe that my
father did something to the truth potion.”
“He did
something to it?” Ginny asked, shocked.
“Yes. I
thought you knew that. He was the one who volunteered to make it, didn’t you
know?”
“No.” But now
everything made sense! Somehow Lucius had made the potion to force her to tell
a lie, anything but the truth. “That wasn’t a Veritaserum I drank, was it?”
“It was
probably the exact opposite,” Draco said. “I have reason to believe that
Voldemort helped my father make the potion.”
Ginny tried
not to wince at the name. “How so?”
Draco sighed
and stood up. He walked over and sat next to her. “The Ministry isn’t stupid,”
he began to explain. “They know my father had ties with Voldemort in the past.
They wouldn’t take his word when he says, ‘Here’s the Veritaserum, it’s
perfect, you don’t need to worry.’ They would test it out first, wouldn’t
they?”
“Test it out,
like, on another person?” Ginny asked.
“Not
exactly,” he replied. “They have ways to make sure a potion is correctly made
to do what it needs to do. Since the Ministry doesn’t trust my father one
hundred percent, they tested it. It must’ve passed the test or else they
wouldn’t have given it to you.”
“Is it
possible that maybe your father made a real Veritaserum, then switched it at
the last minute with something that looked like it?” Ginny asked. “That way the
Ministry would’ve tested it, but when they gave it to me it would be the wrong
potion.”
“It’s
possible,” he relented, “but the chances are very slim. My father made the
potion the very day they tested it on you. I remember – he locked himself in
his room all morning and afternoon. And I remember Voldemort even went in at
one time. Then, when it was time to leave, my dad came out with the Veritaserum
in a jar and went straight to the Ministry. The instant we arrived they took it
away, obviously to test it, and then they gave it to you.”
“We?” Ginny
repeated. “You were there?”
She could’ve
sworn he looked a little embarrassed. “I wasn’t there when they gave it to
you,” he admitted, “but I came with my father.”
“Why?”
He shrugged.
“I was bored. There was nothing to do in my house.”
“Oh,” she
said softly.
“Plus,” he
added after a moment, “I wanted to see what was going to happen. I didn’t know
that my father had done something to the potion for sure; I only had a hunch.
But when he came out with a satisfied look on his face I knew he had changed it
to make you tell the opposite of the truth.”
There was
another stretch of silence. Ginny found herself smiling, and looked up to see
Draco staring at her.
“What’s
funny?”
She smiled
brighter. “This is the first time we’ve had a conversation without insulting
each other,” she told him.
He grinned,
too, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “I could change that. I could insult
you.”
“No, that’s
all right,” she said quickly. “I like it this way better.”
He looked at
her with such intensity her heart began to beat faster. She swallowed, trying
to think of something else to say, but her mind was full of strange images of
throwing herself upon him and kissing him.
Kiss Draco
Malfoy? she thought, mentally horrified with herself. Since when have I
wanted to kiss him?
Then she
answered her own question. Since he saved you from Kyle.
“Draco,” she
said suddenly.
“Hmm?”
“Why did you
rescue me from the bus?” she asked, turning and fixing her eyes on him. He
stared back, his expression blank.
“Well,” he
said, exhaling loudly, “why not?”
“Because you
hate me,” she said. “Because you hate my family and you hate my friends –”
“I don’t hate
you,” he interrupted. “I didn’t even know you and I never talked to you
back in school. I might not have liked you, but it wasn’t exactly hate.”
That
surprised her. She had always thought he loathed her just because she was a
Weasley.
“Well, you
know me now,” she pointed out. “So do you like me?”
He stared
back at her blankly. “What’s with all the questions?” he said.
“Just
curious,” she replied, shrugging.
“Curiosity
killed the cat.”
“I’m not a
cat.”
“Really? I
didn’t know that,” he said sarcastically.
Ginny glared.
“That was so childish, Malfoy.”
“Oh, now
we’re back calling each other by our last names?”
“I can call
you whatever I want.”
“Quite true.
But let’s see how long you live if you call me anything but Draco or Malfoy.”
“You wouldn’t
kill me.”
“Wouldn’t I?”
“Why would
you have saved me just to kill me?”
“Why should
someone else get the pleasure? I saved you so I could kill you myself.”
He was
grinning mirthlessly at her, and he was rapidly getting on her last nerve. “So
much for the normal conversation,” she muttered, narrowing her eyes.
“You started
it.”
“I did not! I
asked you a question and you started to get all offensive with me,”
she accused.
He just
smirked and got to his feet. She watched him walk around to the other side of
the fire, then scrambled up after him. “I’m not done yet,” she said, stepping
beside him.
“Not done
with what?” Draco was sneering down at her, his arms crossed.
“Asking you
questions. What do you think of me now?”
His lips
tightened. “What does it matter?”
Yes, what
does it matter? her mind screamed at her, but she ignored it. “It matters,”
she said simply.
“All right,”
he said, his eyes malicious. “If you really want to know I’ll tell you. I think
you’re a brat. I think your hair is too red, your eyes too wide, your skin too
pale, and I think you’re too tall. I think that your brothers are nitwits and
your parents need to get real jobs to support you.” He wanted to go on, but the
look on her face stopped him. Draco, why can’t you just keep your mouth
shut? he yelled at himself. Ginny looked between ready to burst into tears
and ready to tear his head off. He sighed and uncrossed his arms. “I think,” he
went on softly, “that my father is an idiot to have accused you of using the Cruciatus
Curse on him and the Ministry even more of an idiot for believing him.”
Slowly, the
murderous look faded from her face and was replaced by gentle surprise.
Involuntarily she took a step closer to him. “Really?” she whispered.
He stared at
her face. The light from the fire danced on her skin and glistened in the
corner of her dark eyes. How could he have said those things when she was
clearly the most beautiful girl he’d ever seen? It didn’t even seem to matter
anymore that she was a Weasley. His lips tingled to touch hers, and suddenly he
found himself lowering his head down.
Ginny watched
his eyes close as he leaned down to kiss her, and she found herself too shocked
to even close her own. But the instant their mouths touched she was able to
move, and pressed herself into the kiss, her eyelids sliding shut. She hadn’t
imagined kissing him would feel so good, that the feel of his body against hers
would give her such sensations. His hands went to her waist and pulled her
closer until every part of their bodies were touching.
The effect he
had on her was dizzying. She gripped a handful of his robes to keep herself
balanced, hoping she wouldn’t faint dead away. She did not want the kiss to
ever end. Every nerve was on fire, aware of each caress of his hands, each
brush of his fingers.
Ginny had
been kissed before, but never like this. She’d wanted a guy before but never so
badly. Even the fact that he was Draco Malfoy made it seem better, more
challenging.
Her heart
began to pound as the kiss got deeper, and his lips began to demand more of
hers. She felt his hands everywhere, but she didn’t care. It all felt so right
. . .
And then his
lips were off hers, and she nearly whimpered out loud in disappointment. She
opened her eyes to stare into his, and saw a look of such gentleness it warmed
her heart. Draco Malfoy was being gentle – and he was being gentle to her.
“We should
get some sleep,” he said huskily, and dropped his hands from her back. He
turned and walked around to the other side of the fire.
Ginny watched
him, suddenly feeling cold. What was that about?
Suddenly, the
sound of leaves crunching under feet was heard. Ginny jerked around to face
where it was coming from, and gasped as someone stepped into the clearing
rather warily.
“Harry?”
Ginny cried.
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